I would love to trust the God and believe that his love is equal.
But it’s so hard.
Feeling so desperate when being notified that no interview could be scheduled for me.
I have no idea why my friend with only 2.9 GPA could be admitted by JP Morgan, while I am still now submitting my resumes to whatever companies that accept summer internships, hoping one of them would offer me a job.
That’s all I want.
But I know even if I finally get a job, I will still feel painful.
My world is twisted.
For such a long time, so long enough that I’ve already forgotten my passion and my goal. I got so lost that I lost my faith and worshiped money than ever before.
I know I was wrong and I have problems that needed to be fixed up.
I just can’t do it. I am not capable enough to get rid of the evil in my heart.
I hope the God will save me with his generous love.
But it seems that he has never been fair to me.
Steve was fond of saying that he lived every day like it was his last.
Because he did, he transformed our lives, redefined entire industries, and achieved one of the rarest feats in human history: he changed the way each of us sees the world.
In Memory of Steve Jobs. You are a great man.